Always learning....

So the past week has been a little crazy. Emotionally, schedule wise. I feel like I have these moments of clarity bombarded with a whole bunch of nonsense. Haha! If that makes sense. Today I registered for school at RCC. Just to start my general ed. I plan on majoring in psychology. The Lord revealed to me to that my heart thrives off of helping people. Specifically broken youth. Me having been one myself. It's so wild to really know thats what drives me and fuels my heart! The Lord is so faithful in leading me and opening my eyes to the unseen and/or unoticed. Stepping into my destiny....oh Lord. So amazing. The Lord is pouring out and I am fully recieving!!!
On another note I have been struggling with realizing that sometimes you are just not on the same page as other people. Friends included. Does that mean you cut off those friends? I don't think so. I do however think that if you hurt someone even if it's unintentional it's totally personal and should be treated as such. I mean I understand that not everyone deals with things the same way I do. I also realize you can't throw your heart out there in every relationship or friendship. We are to love with discernment not recklessly. That just causes so much heartache. So I guess me being the lover that I am, I am actively learning how to use better judgement and how much to give in each relationship. I will admit it's extremely hard. I so just want to give it my all but sometimes thats not the best decision. I know my heart is a treasure not to be thrown around. I need to treat it as such. Actually, I've been really hurting the past couple days but I know the Lord is right there with me. Walking side by side with me. Talking to me, tending to my wear and tear and all the while gently explaining what I can take away from this situation. So utterly ruined by Him! And remembering as harsh a reality as it is people are always going to fail me. But the Lord is neverchanging. Always faithful...Always the same. And I am forever grateful for that. So heres to another chapter in this great adventure. Even though theres bumps, hills, and mountains to climb I am still running full speed ahead and loving it!